oh. my. gawd.
April 15, 2008good times. great literature. words on paper. plastic bottles. tin cans.
a good read. the warm embrace of my bed lulling me to sleep.
craziness issues of the homeless insane. surrealism. Gillianic writing.
cellphone. texting. it can create… and destroy friendship… of rather long standing—>says with cowboy accent.
it was over before it even began.
i was only fooling myself.
i kept on fooling myself.
i’m sorry.
regression of the untamed beast.
lost in the information superhighway.
mountains upon mountains of pure gold.
soiled pants. crumpled paper. listening to underoath in the afternoon.
a cup of coffee. spongebob squarepants. hey who took my tsinelas??
life in the form of a shadow.
inside this dank cell of a bedroom.
no more love. no more hate.
tears!
oh! my mascara’s getting wet, running over my face.
gasp!
drowning in a pool of blood.
swallowed by life’s overwhelming bleakness.
what a shame to be tormented by your own mind.
help?
help!
statue?
tissue!
and then no more.
O quote this dead person and maketh him famous!
In attempting to say something poetic, yet again, I ended up collecting "quotable quotes." It was one of those boring after-graduation days when you have nothing to do but entertain yourself with things around you. So, I grabbed me a pen and a pad of paper and started to write. Then in the middle of my writing I observed that my words had a casual tone, almost bland and boring. I tried to write more poetically but all that came out were words I’d write on my diary. Casual and everyday-ish. I then remembered that I kept a collection of quotes from novels and short stories I’ve read. These quotes strike me as piercing and gives this prevalent feeling among people, especially people in love. ^^ Here are some of those quotes. Now if only I could find the rest of them in my messy room…
In time - with time - their weeks together would fade into a darkly kept secret, a cache of brief riches to be uncovered and touched at odd moments. And then no more, for life was lived for active memories; the dormant ones lost meaning.
- "The Bourne Identity" by Robert Ludlum
My heart has never loved him, although I have done my best to hide my true feelings.
- Brunhild the Valkyrie from the Norse epic Sigurd the Dragon Slayer
Boredom has made an artist out of me
April 14, 2008All i do is eat, sleep, watch TV every day! My life’s so boring right now. No more school. No work. I’m losing my friends. I lost a friend. I have nothing to do, no one to talk to. Grrr… I hate this life. Everything changed yesterday when I grabbed a pen and a pad of paper. I started writing and sketching again. By the end of the day, I made a short story, several poems and lots of drawings and sketches of human faces. I’ll post some of my works tomorrow. In the meantime, let me rant about how boring life can be.
So it’s been a month after graduation. Yeah, just finished college. My education is complete. It’s been… good. Eat, sleep, watch TV - my to do list everyday. Yep, can’t seem to get any better than this. This is the life!
But really, who am I kidding? I’m bored!!
I want something to do, something fulfilling, something worth wasting time. But I feel too lazy to do anything! I need a job. That way I’ll be forced to work, to move my body and get to somewhere farther than our own backyard. I’m a bum, a lazy bum.
Finishing college was what I always wanted before. But now that I have, I realized that I didn’t want to graduate yet. Scool was my life. It was the only thing I knew what to do. I spent sixteen long years out of my twenty years of existence going to school. Then suddenly, in just a blink of an eye, student life disappeared.
I still want to rant some more but i’m hungry. I haven’t had lunch yet. I’ll add some more complains later. See ya!
Phooey!!
These clams are stale, old woman!!
Feed me poison, will you??
Well we’ll see who’ll curl up and die
once i shove these baneful mollusks up your–
Oh fuck! Where’s the bathroom?!
I have to barf!!
it’s a bird, it’s a plane, no it’s Dwight Howard!!!
February 20, 2008Last Weekend’s Slam Dunk competition at the NBA All Star game was probably the best I’ve seen. Dwight Howard was amazing! His dunks in all four rounds was the most creative I’ve seen! What with his Superman performance and innovative styles. ’Superman’ even defeats defending slam dunk champion Gerald Green. This video shows Dwight’s slam dunks from the first to the third round.
Crying chemically
January 21, 2008
The saddest thing has happened to my life! My Chemical Romance is having a concert here in the Of course I can always travel to Metro Manila, where the concert will happen, but getting there would cost a fortune (for me that is, I don’t have the money). It’s so sad. So, so ssaaaaaaddd…. Why only in Metro 
The least I can do now is to still idolize MCR in my own little way. So to compensate for this misfortune, I will crawl into one corner, shut out the world, and cry. Also, I will post everything I could think of that’s about My Chemical Romance. This posting shall be dedicated to them.
First, I will tell you how I came to love MCR. One day, I was at home feeling bored, so I turned on the TV. “Hey, what’s this?” I asked myself, “looks like a new band.” It was the
It all started with that one video. Since then I was like, “MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR…” drool…
I searched for them in the internet. I bought their CD. I pasted their faces all over my bedroom walls. I lived and breathed MCR!! Aaaaaaggghhhh!!!!!!!!!
They appealed to me the very first time I saw them. Sometimes I wonder why I hadn’t discovered them way before because they’ve been around for a long while, even before
It’s the way they present themselves. Dark heavy make up and clothing. Freaky, dead-looking faces. Awesome rockstar moves. And their music! Crazy, fast drumming. Sounds that make my head bounce off the walls. Poetic, hellish lyrics suffused with melancholy. Ah! My Chemical Romance is just the band perfect for my tastes.
And the
Then came their next album, The Black Parade.
Their new album is different from Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge in many, many ways. I noticed that the fast and crazy drums were more or less reduced… is that the right word? But I don’t care! They still sound great.
I was taken away by their song and music video for I Don’t Love You. It seemed like the song and the music video was made just for me! 
I can truly relate. A girl that symbolized light and all the bright things in life… fell in love with a guy that symbolized darkness. Heaves a sigh. Sweet love. But then the guy had to leave. For some reason, he had to go. And that made the girl cry. Well not just cry, but sink into a place filled with shattered dreams. Shutting out the world. Feeling empty. Crying, crying like she’s never done it before. Feeling the loss as if a dear friend or a close family member died. And then every night she cries herself to sleep. Okay, so much for that. Tears are starting to swell in my eyes now. Sorry, I got carried away. Anyway, where were we? Oh yeah… here’s the I Don’t Love You video:
Other songs I love from The Black Parade:
- house of wolves
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cancer
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teenagers
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mama
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famous last words
And here are other MCR stuff (pictures stolen from the internet *grin grin*):
Deep within the dankest, darkest depths
January 2, 2008
Deep within the dankest, darkest depths
of my mind,
there lies a creature,
locked up, chained to the stone walls
that suppress my very being.
Holy quaker oats!!
The town’s on fire!
Someone call grandma.
It’s the lobster headcrab thing,
gone wild amidst the planets of the ape!
As I wrote this poem,
I listened to Panic at the Disco.
It wasn’t until the first line of the chorus
that I remembered your name,
the name I so labored to memorize.
My hand!! I can’t take it off your thing!!
It’s the freakishly giant hornet!
Eating my house!
The end is near.
We are all gonna die.
Love. It’s the slowest form of suicide.
That’s what Johnny told me.
And it’s true.
Slowly,
I have been falling towards my demise.
House of composure.
I live next to my dog.
Parents eat fish.
I am giant potato head.
Feel the wrath of my bad carb. Grrr…!!
The creature has escaped now.
The longer you lock it up,
The more it becomes uncontrollable,
and crazy.
Help me!
I can’t spell hippopotamus!
Lots and lots of honey for my noodly baby!
Demon bunnies have come to my rescue.
Let go of the monkey.
I hate cheese.
my attempt at saving the world filled with cheese-flavored beer snacks
crackers, crackers
like the microscopic monkeys that saw Johnny Depp fly
life is so full of chocolate-filled water buffalos
it makes my nose itchy.
forgive the giant super weasel as it crosses your hallway wearing granma's T-shirt
help me! i can't spell hippopotamus!!
lizard-bunnies are eating my house.
the heat is killing me.
friday is the sex!
what should the radioactive mashed potato do for it to steal your ass-crackers?
words are only the stuff that crawls under my bed when the coast is clear.
sex poodles come down from heaven and we have tea parties.
this is the life my toe wanted.
you were the light from my closet door.
the deer i hit with a bat came back a millionaire.
Rocko should've had a moderner life.
what is wrong with my hair?!
you dare mock the ice princess!?!
feel the wrath of the king and queen of cheese!
i need complete silence if i am to save your ass from the nails of doom.
drinking is good for the heart
November 30, 2007What Type of Drunk Are You? |
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You are an Excessive Drunk. You drink to get drunk and you won't settle for anything less. |
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Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com
i looove drinking. wheeeeee!!!!! i'm like that guy in the photo when i'm drunk. and everyone who knows me agrees! yay!!! |
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haha. to even think that i’m a princess is hilarious!
Which Disney Princess Are You? |
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You are Belle. You are strong, deep, and you are not a slave to petty superficial things. You are independent and allow yourself to see inner beauty without sacrificing your values. You are almost too good of a person. |
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This is so true!!! I couldn't agree more. hehe XD
The Kind of Guy I Will Fall For
November 29, 2007What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For? |
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You would fall part for the bad boy. Get a good lawyer, because you will fall for someone from the wrong side of the tracks with charm, looks, and all the moves down pat. Look for your future guy in bars, clubs, and on the dancefloor–he's the shirtless one with the tattoos. |
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You would fall part for the geek. If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart. |
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"Invader Zim" memorable quotes
September 25, 2007
Invader Zim is one of my fave TV shows. it's an animated TV series aired on Nickelodeon. though it's been a while since i last saw an episode of the series, i will never ever forget how funny and crazy that show was.
the main characters of the show are Zim, Gir, Dib and Gaz. Zim is this alien who wants to conquer Earth and disguises himself as a human boy, and Gir is his robot assistant who goes crazy and stuff. Dib is Zim's classmate and arch enemy. he's the only one who wants to stop Zim's evil plans of taking over Earth. Dib is like this brainy kid obsessed with the paranormal and solving Earth's mysteries, while Gaz is Dib's sister who, besides Dib, knows that Zim is an alien, but unlike Dib, doesn't really care. Gaz has this gothic style of clothing and seems to be the only normal kid around (that's why she's my favorite character!).
i browsed through the Internet once and came across a collection of memorable quotes from the show. i laughed my brains out while reading these quotes!! i selected some of them and posted them here.
i also inserted a video of funny scenes!
if you like cartoons that are (kinda stupid and) the products of wild and almost surreal imaginations, then Invader Zim is just the show for you. hope you'll enjoy reading these quotes and watching the video as much as i did. well if you've seen the cartoon, you'd find these quotes funnier. anyway, here they are:
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Gir: I love this show!
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Gir: Tell me a story about giant pigs!
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Zim: Come, GIR. Let us rain some doom down upon the heads of our doomed enemies.
Gir: I'm gonna sing the Doom Song now.
[singing]
Gir: Doom doom doom…
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Dib: My head's not big! Why does everyone say that?
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[a mystic escape portal is in Dib's forehead]
Zim: There! That should be wide enough.
Dib: What about me? How do I get back?
Zim: Good question! BUT I DON'T CARE!
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Dib: You can't make me look! I'll just shut my eyes.
Zim: Oh, you'll open them. You have to breathe sometime.
Dib: No, I - Wait… What do eyes have anything to do with breathing?
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Zim: What are you watching?
Gir: Angry monkey.
Zim: That's one horrible monkey!
Gir: Mmhmm.
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The Letter M: What's wrong with you? All you talk about is aliens and ghosts and seeing Bigfoot in your garage!
Dib: He was using the belt sander…
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[GIR is disguised as a government agent]
Gir: I am government man, come from the government. The government has sent me.
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[Zim's telescope is malfunctioning]
Zim: Gir! Come to the observatory!
[Gir's head pops out of the ceiling]
Gir: Yeees?
Zim: What have you done to the telescope?
Gir: Nothin'…
Zim: You haven't touched it? Something is broken and it's not your fault?
Gir: I know, I'm scared too!
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Gir: Awww… I wanted to explode.
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Gir: Somebody needs a hug!
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Dib: [gasping] Sorry I'm late… horrible… nightmare visions!
Ms. Bitters: It's called life, Dib. Now sit down.
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Ms. Bitters: Children, your performance was miserable. Your parents will all receive phone calls instructing them to love you less now.
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Gaz: [to Dib] All I wanted was to have some pizza, hang out with dad, and not let your weirdness mess up my day!
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Zim: You can't escape my teleporter, little Gaz. I cut the power! Your pitiful attempt to escape is nothing but a PITIFUL FAILURE! Stupid, stinking humans!
Gaz: Doesn't this spaceship have any escape pods?
Zim: Of course; they're right over there.
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Gir: [disgused as a dog] MEOW!
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Zim: Be gone with you! I've had enough of your nonsense from your smelly mouth filled with… corn!
Dib: But I haven't been eating corn.
Zim: [shouts] Liar!
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Zim: Curse you snacks! Curse yooooooou!
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Gaz: Why do you have to have a head?
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Zim: GIR! Unleash the monkey!
GIR: …MONKEY!
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Zim: [over video link] Soon, I'll bring the Tallest here to witness my ingenious evil! AHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA! HAAH! I said evil! AHAHAHAA!
Dib: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Professor Membrane: [from basement] Son, there'd better not be any walking dead up there!
Dib: It's nothing to worry about, Dad! And I said I was sorry about that!
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Zim: You're nothing Earth boy! Go home and shave your giant head of smell with your bad self!
Dib: Okay… There's all kinds of things wrong with what you just said. 
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Zim: GIR! What areyou doing?
Gir: I made mashed po-ta-toes!
Zim: Yes… and muffins…
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Zim: Ha! Watch Dib! Watch as I bring a royal audience to the downfall of the human race!
Dib: I don't wanna watch that.
Zim: Oh. Ok… WAIT! THAT'S TOO BAD!
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Zim: [looking over the town for a telescope he can use] There's one, but it belongs to that Dib human.
Gir: So? He seems nice!
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Gir: [five minutes after eating it, crying] I miss my cupcake.
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Dib: Ms. Bitters, I think a pencil is lodged in my brain. Can I go to the nurse?
Ms. Bitters: How far in your brain?
Dib: [looks at nose] Pretty far.
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Dib: [commenting on his his teacher, Ms. Bitters] Someone said she existed from time immemorial and they just built a school around her.
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Elves: [singing] Bow down… bow down… before the power of Santa! Or be crushed… be crushed… by his jolly boots of doom!
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Zim: Shut your noise tube, Taco Human!
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Zir: It's over Tak! The Earth is mine to desecrate… and I already promised the moon to GIR.
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Zim: I put a tracking device on you.
Dib: You did? Where is it?
[GIR is grabbing the back of his head]
Gir: Your head smells like a puppy!
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Dib: You're just jealous…
Zim: This has nothing to do with jelly!
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Gir: CHICKEN! I'm gonna eat you!
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[Zim stuffs a globe into a goldfish bowl, goldfish is crushed against side of bowl]
Zim: Now do you understand my latest and most brilliant plan for earth conquest Gir?
Gir: I'm gonna eat that fish.
Zim: No, Gir. The fish is part of the plan.
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Gir: I'm gonna roll around the floor for a while. KAY?
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Almighty Tallest Red: So, you're saying the humans are dumb, yet… tall. HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? How can anything tall be dumb?
Almighty Tallest Purple: [with his mouth full] Yeah, huh? Huh? Huh? Huh? Can you imagine, huh? Huh? Huh?
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Zim: They locked down their fortress - with locks!
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Zim: Is that Irken equipment you're using? That's Tak's ship you're sitting in, isn't it?
Dib: Yes it is, Zim! It fell fro…
Zim: Isn't it?
Dib: I said it was! Man, Zim, you have a problem with listening.
Zim: ISN'T IT?
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Zim: Why was there BACON IN THE SOAP?
Gir: I made it myself!
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Gir: Aww, but I wanna watch the Scary Monkey Show!
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Gaz: The pig… COMMANDS ME!
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Almighty Tallest Red: Fire some kinda laser… thingie at 'em; RIGHT NOW!
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[Zim has sent GIR to attack Dib. GIR is poking at his controls making him spin in circles. An alarm that sounds like a car alarm]
Zim: [to self] Hmm, maybe he's not such a bad devil minion after all.
Dib: [to Gir] Hey! Go away!
Gir: Okey dokey!
[flies away]
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Gir: Hi floor! Make me a sandwich!
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Gir: Your methods are stupid; your progress has been stupid; your intelligence is stupid!
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Gir: Let's make biscuits! LET'S MAKE BISCUITS!
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Zim: You dare agree with me? Prepare to meet your horrible doom! 
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Gir: [Zim's compass magnetically sticks to Gir] Aww, it likes me.
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Gir: Dib's so mean to my master. He not like Zim. I seen it! Dib is bad! [laughs]
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Zim: But… invader's blood marches through my veins, like giant RADIOACTIVE RUBBER PANTS! The pants command me. Do not ignore my veins!
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more of these quotes at:
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0235923/quotes
my best friend
September 22, 2007
his name is BEER
i simply love him
oh so dear
he's there when i'm happy
he's there when i'm sad
he makes me laugh
he makes me cry,
makes me feel like i'm way up high!
-bow-
The Bourne Ultimatum — brilliant movie and adaptation
September 12, 2007 
this is the film i anticipated the most this year. as a huge fan of the author whose book this movie was adapted from, i expected the same fast-paced, page-turning, and awe-inspiring feeling i get from reading the novel. after watching the film, i wasn't a bit disappointed, at least when it comes to the thrilling action. the movie didn't really tell the story Robert Ludlum wrote in his book.
but one thing that the film really captured from the novel, and which i think is brilliant and most important, is the character of Jason Bourne. the movie really depicted how brilliant, cunning and resourceful Jason Bourne is. as a film adaptation, it brought justice to Ludlum's creation. Jason Bourne is one the most complex literary characters ever created.
i give this film a standing ovation, not just two thumbs up, or a round of applause, but a standing ovation!!!
Trust me it’s just a phase; soon ur career will strip this all from you. 
Post! Post! Gimme my Gillian dose!