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Songs that get me through the day intact and without wrist slashes

June 2, 2010

Will You - P.O.D.

Alive - P.O.D.

 

 

 

Dear Diary,

My officemates made fun of me today.

Am I really that weird?

Is plugging my headphones into my ears while mouthing my favorite songs really funny and stupid?

Do I look crazy because I type really loudly?

Is it wrong to be excessively happy and to smile a lot?

What’s wrong with having a California girl accent?

Is acting like a scatterbrain wrong?

Have they always wanted to mock me and make a fool out of me?

Do I fit in here?

I want to know, or else I’ll hate myself forever. I’ll never do those things again. I’ll try as much as possible to slip into the office as quietly as a mouse. I’ll keep my head down at all times and never start a conversation with anyone. I’ll only talk when asked. Oh God, help me! Why have you given me a heart when nobody wants to love me?


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hi im Gillian, also known as Jillie or Fizzlesticks. i live in a small town in the Philippines.

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jillabonz:

sure, i’ll post more stuff here. wanna exchange links? i’ll include you in my links thingie… ^_^

jillabonz:

@Frankie: thank you. your blog is very nice, too ^_^

Frankie:

Cool Blog…!! Update me more… :D Just passing by….

Gillian:

rhyz, added you to my links XD

Rhyza:

hey gill. thanks for updating me bout your SN accounts. so sad you couldn’t keep em’. anyway, im good, i hope you are. added your ym id , if it’s still available. do post your number on my blog or something so we can text once in a while. miss you gill. take care my bipolar fwend. :D

Rhyza:

hey gill. got your message. so sad that you couldn’t keep your SN accounts. well anyway, hope you’re doing okay. thanks for updating me by the way. take care. and i need your number so we can text once in a while. just post it on my blog. gotta go. ciao

Lea:

Hi gill…freedom and responsibility altogether. i miss you and the way you are! ^_^ (linkback ta)

gillian:

daym you couldnt have said it better! :) but then, for sure, once i’m all tied up with my career i’ll be looking for that free time i once hated so much lol

Shazbot:

Ah, the blessing of too much free time! Take advantage of it and write! :D Trust me it’s just a phase; soon ur career will strip this all from you. :D

gillian:

you can say that again! lol and since im like so over my guy i do have nothing to do but squeeze out dem creative juices >_

Shazbot:

Uh, have sex? Lol! KIDDING! Ya, I can understand what you feel. Weekends are good but holidays stretch to 4-day affairs, I become a rabid dog. Boredom is good though — I find (like you did) that it squeezes out creative juices! :)

Shazbot:

Jill, have you been Rickrolled? Fun prank hehe! http://imbacore.blogspot.com/2008/04/rickrolled.html

Shazbot:

Basketball. 0_0 Not my cup of team. I’m more aquatic. :P Post! Post! Gimme my Gillian dose!

gillian:

yes sir! hehe :P yeah, it’s been a long while since i’ve made a new post. got kinda busy with school (and with procrastination lol)

Shazbot:

Yo girl with the cute voice and sexy bod! I demand a new post! :D

gillian:

okay… found the missing paragraph.. there ya go

gillian:

oops! i made a slight mistake with my latest posting. the first paragraph was lost, somehow..

Shazbot:

Jill is going to be a goth! :D Games, uh, everyone’s playing DotA (damn them) so it’d be a blast if u can play w friends. I’m clinging stubbornly to Warcraft III and Warrock though. :D

gillian:

hey, that game sounds interesting. i’ve been into gaming again just recently ^^ what was that game called again? right now i just want to play whatever video game i get my hands on. what can you suggest with my.. er.. capacity? (is that the right word?)

Shazbot:

Jill wanna see the future of PC gaming? Click on my name. :D

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